love the life you live and cherish the memories you’ve gathered. thus the...– willquach
hello to anyone that’s still reading. i’ve been receiving tons of positive feedback on my writing and since tumblr is growing so rapidly, i just thought i’d start writing for whomever still enjoys honest, heartfelt, and heavy compositions. thanks you guys! since my last post, i’ve been on the road to recovery. not completely leaving the mood but have moved from that eerie...
i wish i were blind. not being able to see the world that slowly tears me apart. day by day, the things i see makes me want to give up on this mere reality that society calls life. nothing but empty hopes and a pointless existence. seeking for things that aren’t there and improving on lost conviction. diving into my own vessel that has no final destination. a final solitude. a everlasting...
fading into an oblivion.
hello to anyone that still reads my posts. i know i’ve been out of the tumblr scene but i haven’t stop writing. just decided to put more personal content into a paper journal. my life has completely turned around for the worst part. so much has happened in these past two weeks. i can’t even concentrate on forming a composition of any sort. rest in peace to my grandmother. the...
fuck me please. i’ll pay you in the morning.– williamquach
life is good.– jesus christ
so haven’t been home the past few days and enjoying them. probably fuck me later but oh well I’M GRADUATING SCHOOL BIATCH!! so yeah already starting a career soon and hopefully that’ll take me somewhere i want to be. in other news, i reactivated my facebook account yesterday and oh boy, i’ve never talked to so many people at one time in many MANY months. i’ll...
FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEE
my pops is cool.
got an email from my dad from halfway across the world (literally). just cause i thought it was funny, here’s what the email said. ‘ I will be back home on may 11-2010. Your gay ok. we are enjoy visit Home town and sucess . see you later’ my high light of the day, besides my snickers cupcake from dimples! deerishious. cheers.
tumblr saved my life.
file, new page.
new job, new career, new friends, new clothes, new me. next. cheers/fuckyou
ever had a feeling that you had an unknown responsibility? it’s similar to having a feeling dragging you across the ground and just ruining your current state. i haven’t felt like this in a while and suddenly the feeling comes back. right before i head to bed, and now i’ve broken a sweat and i don’t have a desire to rest anymore. anymore. anymore. i hope tonight...
some deep fucking shit.
listen please. please click to my page to view. ty cheers/fuckyou
today was a good day. woke up early for the first time in a few weeks and grabbed breakfast with a close friend. these days have been going pretty smooth for me and started to enjoy the time i have for myself. i’m not alone in a pit of bitterness and bathing in a tub of loneliness. it’s actually nice to think with clear thought and to not have to worry about things that are of no...
holla if you hear me!
i miss you allen. cheers.
hope is optional.
i’m sick of the word ‘hope’. it’s just another word for ‘thanks for trying’. it’s just word to make you feel better about the grim outcome of the situation you’re involved in. i laugh at people who hope for things to get better. i laugh at myself. everyday. i look into the mirror and ask myself ‘are you fucking serious?’ it’s never...
song of the day
jagged edge - full time lover cheers.
how much you mean to me
ever passed by a place that reminded you of someone? did you smile? i did today. i do everyday that i pass by mockingbird. it tickles my heart softly. makes me want to stop for a second and admire the antiquity of the moments that were shared. shared and never forgotten. is it true some things are better off being forgotten? in most cases yes but moments like that are very special to me and i...
playlist for this week
my heart is aching, again.
i don’t really have much to say tonight. it’s really quiet in my room. dark and kind of stuffy. i slide open the glass door and hope for a breeze to walk into the room and maybe keep my toes company. no breeze tonight and even my toes are afflicted by my sweet sense of anguish. my head against the wall and my hands on the keyboard, my heart throbs and my brain tenses. i think i’m...
if you're not happy, don't lie to others about it.
ever watch those documentaries about those men that beat their wives? it makes me sick to my stomach when i hear the testimonies of the surviving women. ‘oh but i loved him and will always love him.’ FUCKING RETARDED. if you’re not happy, face it. you’re not fucking happy. don’t try to defend your situation and make it seem like it’s not a big deal. don’t...
a figment of my imagination. something that will never come true. mindless wandering into the dark path that leads to something that’s wanted most. the only time i can be truly happy with myself with no cares. i never want to wake up. an escape from the reality of present time. you’re there. a glowing figure. i come running towards you. ‘i knew you’d come home’ i...
words cannot express. thumpthump
months and months have passed by and finally god has granted me a chance to speak with you again and enjoy your company. my heart racing and my nerves shaking, i longed to see your loving face again. i sit by the window and switching my concentration back and forth from my school assignments to the window. then i see you. trying not to budge and putting full effort into my homework, you sit next...
as bitter as a bitter melon.
life always seems to fuck up for me. cheers.
the man of the hour.
HOLLA AT YA CO-WORKER FOR ME!– williamquach
feeling a bit under the weather.
i hate today. i will hate tomorrow. i hated yesterday. forever stuck in the shadow of the past, i can’t won’t escape. i’m too comfortable here. for that, i thank you. i have so much more to say but my thoughts are jumbled. if you want to help, just ask me a question. any question. tell your friends. whoever with that being said, here is something else that i enjoy and i...
5 DOLLAR FOOTLONGS.
so had subway for lunch today and really enjoyed it. felt good today eating healthy for once and i’m thinking about getting it again tomorrow. been burping the taste of lettuce and bacon all day. MMHMMMMMM chicken bacon ranch w/ extra lettuce, salt&pepper, jalepenos, and LITE mayo. cheers bitches.
true story entitled 'blueberries'
girl doesn’t like blueberries. boy is thirsty after eating french fries but no water. while boy is looking off into traffic, girl licks yogurt off her blueberries and puts them into a plastic lid. boy turns around and says ‘mhmm blueberries.’ and dumps them into his mouth. girl gives boy blank stare and starts to giggle. girl explains why she is giggling. boy buries face...
i miss you dearly.
i know you’ll probably never see this but i just want to let you know i still think about you day and night wondering how you’re doing. i hope all is well and you’re happy with your current day living. my heart still races for you and will for a long time. but in the mean time, i hope you know you’re a heartless bitch and i hope something bad happens to you. just...
i know you're jealous.
BEST FEELING EVARRR!